suggested by girl-hijacking-the-impala
from season one to season seven
#There’s a reason he was okay with it all back then. Back then he didn’t really care. He only ever cared about Sammy and John. #And when John was gone well then it was just him and Sammy. #But then the most remarkable thing happened to him. An angel literally came down from heaven to save him. #And for the longest time he refused to believe he was worth saving. He refused to believe he could be worthy of such a thing. #But slowly Castiel made him believe in himself. And in doing so Dean started to believe in Castiel. Almost the way he had in John.#Remember how Dean thought John was invincible? #And then he was faced with his father’s mortality? #Well that made him afraid he’d lose everyone he cared for.#But then came this stupid angel who defied that. Who was resurrected time and again. And Dean #foolish as it was #started to believe and hope that maybe Cas was actually invincible. #So when he lost him #when Cas was gone for what seemed like forever #it haunted Dean more than anything ever had. #The one person he relied on more than himself the person who taught him to believe #he was gone. #And that was more frightening than any ghoul ghost demon wendigo or what have you. #Because losing Cas was something he had never believed in.
those fucking tags, fuck im crying
#i absolutely LOVED the way she played this line #because she sounded so distraught #because even angels who are creatures born to love and sing praises #even angels cannot fathom the depth of the impact dean has made on castiel #even angels cannot imagine how deep his love for dean goes #these are angels who have existed in the glow of god’s love for eternities and they still can’t understand it #lost because castiel has fallen into a love none of them can ever comprehend #she must think he’s gone mad #or that dean is some incredible corrupting force to have stolen her brother from her #lost because she knows and inias knows and all of heaven knows #where castiel’s loyalties lie now #and where they’ll lie forever #i almost feel bad for you hester #because you just don’t understand #castiel isn’t lost #he’s found
Roses are red
Dean’s blood too
On his knees begging
“Please, this isn’t you”
ThreeFour times Dean’s loved ones overcame mind control for him.
spn meme: two quotes (1/2)
“‘Freedom is a length of rope. God wants you to hang yourself with it”
Please feel free to enter a supernatural moment/quote/episode that fills you with feels~ I’m gonna be back to my computer soon so I’ll be able to make them
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Supernatural Gif Challenge: 10 Scenes [8/10]
7x10; Death’s Door - Bobby’s best memory
I just can’t with this scene. The fact that Bobby’s best memory is not of his life before he became a hunter, when he was happy with his wife, or anything else. It’s of an evening with his two boys who have the rare opportunity to just be boys for once. They’re not stressing about the impending Apocalypse or frantically researching something for their current job, or fighting amongst themselves over demon blood or crossroads deals.
They’re just two boys enjoying a movie and squabbling about candy.
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